Friday, February 12, 2010

Dream 2 - hidden rooms

About the second week of January I had a really elaborate dream that stayed with me after I woke up...

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I was in my new house, only it was in New England and it was a 2 story Victorian instead of a ranch. The odd thing was the only thing on the first floor was the front door, foyer and stairs leading up. I was disappointed the house didn't have enough storage space, it was just two small bedrooms and a few small closets just like the house I'm in now.

I was walking down the stairs to the front door when I noticed a door I'd never seen. It opened to a bathroom which lead to a small hallway with a bed at the end. The bed was on a platform that stuck out from the house and was all screened in like a pop-up camper. The hallway and bed were all covered in leaves and twigs like a forgotten garden.

The platform bed led to a small narrow office with bad 70's paneling. It had shag carpet, empty book shelves and an old desk. The flooring at the end of the office was soft and as I stood at the end of the room I sunk through.

Below the office was a full finished basement. It was brightly lit with 12 ft ceilings, a fully equipped work bench and more impressively a fully stocked photo studio.

I climbed back up through floor and discovered a small bedroom. This one was decorated like something from the 80's with hot pink walls, cheap shiny black furniture and a small vanity table.

Off the bedroom was a big full bathroom that seemed completely from a different time. The 'toilet' was just a large concrete block with a hole and the shower was a corner of the room with a garden hose. It seemed more like a cell than a bathroom.

Going back into the bedroom I discovered two new doors. One leading back to the foyer and the other to a staircase going down to the basement.

As I left for the foyer again I noticed one last room off to the right with a queen size bed and nothing else.
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I woke up elated that I finally had enough room. I sat there thinking, about the dream and again wondering if it might mean that I actually need more room.

I shared my dream with a few co-workers.

One said dreams of houses are about yourself and rooms are aspects of your personality. She thought the dream was about new year's resolutions and the rooms were things I wanted to work on.

The other said it was more literal. About anxiety over the purchase of our new home, but that our house had hidden potential.

Then I shared my dream with a good friend. She looked at me with a complicated grin and said "A little girl's room huh... I thought maybe that was where this was headed". There was an awkward silence and I can't imagine what my face looked like. It was like she saw right through me - I was embarrassed and excited.

We didn't say any more about it, but that pretty much cinched it for me. I was convinced.

I didn't drink my glass of wine that night - it tasted sour.

1 comment:

  1. (comment from my sister ... I love this!)
    Amy Baker Watt March 1 at 1:22am

    I too had dreams about finding hidden rooms in my homes when I was pregnant. Especially when I was pregnant with Gryphon. I remember dreaming about finding this perfect long, wide hallway-like room hidden behind my walk-in closet that I'd never seen before. It was the empty space between the walls connecting our master bedroom to the spare bedroom. It was brightly lit with stark/sterile white walls and super clean. I remember feeling very relieved by my dream because it solved my space problems and now I had a perfect storage space for all my extra needs. Maybe it means that you are finding that there is truly room for another family member that you weren't sure you were really ready for. I don't know - but they were always quite pleasant dreams. However I always was disappointed when I would wake up and discover that the extra room didn't really exist. :-(

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